When I head to work, I feel reluctance to go office. On the way there, I just try to block off the emotion regarding my destination, and put 1 step in front of another on the journey there.
I don't feel engaged to the world around me. I drag myself through life because otherwise, I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I don't feel well...
Friday, June 07, 2013
Monday, June 03, 2013
No idea
Dear blog, I'm on the MRT to office after a voluntary break from work for 2 weeks. I'm late.
In fact, the break was longer, and I'd have like it to be muchhhh longer.
I have no idea wtf I should be doing right now.
Reality always has the means to break in no matter how I try to wall off the rest of the world.
I'm on a job I don't enjoy, of which the primary reason for joining it no longer exist.
But with no idea of an alternative option, I hold on to this job, hoping that the answer will come to me in time.
Life is not enjoyable, but I try to exist on.
In fact, the break was longer, and I'd have like it to be muchhhh longer.
I have no idea wtf I should be doing right now.
Reality always has the means to break in no matter how I try to wall off the rest of the world.
I'm on a job I don't enjoy, of which the primary reason for joining it no longer exist.
But with no idea of an alternative option, I hold on to this job, hoping that the answer will come to me in time.
Life is not enjoyable, but I try to exist on.
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