Another tough day for me.
I'm starting to recover and feel better about A.
ws a lil with her before she went to bed and sent her a pic of the morning sky I took on phone.
A beautiful sky with a hint of possible rain in the background.
And it was right, it's raining now.
Just like how I'm feeling.

I haven't been checking on her FB page for a couple of days.
But I did it right after our ws chat to check out how the drawing of her tattoo turns out.
I discovers more than I expected.
She's in a relationship with A.
ONLY FUCKING 10 days together!!!!
WOW FML.
DOUBLE FML TRIPLE FML INFINITY FML!!!!!!!!!
Is every fricking girl I like like that!????

I lost my mood to do anything now.
I wishing I didn't exist.
Being a human is so tough.
Loving is so horrible...
Every forest and plant should wither and die.
Cos that's how the world should be; horrible.
We are in hell.
All gd things will end in sadness and all bad things gets worse.
Welcome to Earth, newborns.
Welcome to sufferings.