Today she caused in me, a maelstrom of emotions again.
I'm not even sure what to feel, or what I'm feeling now.
I'm starting to see the possibility of shutting her out completely once again.
But I don't know if I can this time.
It's different this time.
I really like her a lot.
But thinking anything about her hurts me now.
So I try to think a little each time I do, so that the hurt doesn't overwhelm me.
Many times, I think a little too much and it makes me sad anyway.
I'll stay.
It's not like i can help it.
I'm getting too familiar with that aching sensation underneath my chest...
Fuck My Life.
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